Week #8--MTC

thank you for that experience you shared it helps more than you know .

im so sorry that you had to go through that i remember when i got one of my baby teeth pulled and thought that if i could feel this it would hurt so bad ahhh!! im so sorry. im also so happy for you that you had a good golf game and im sad i couldn't be there to eat sushi with you but when you come to pick me up in nihon ill take you to the best sushi and ramen and other food places so be ready for that.

so this week being my last is really good scary and exciting all at the same time i want to get there so bad but i also feel like if i go now, no will understand me and i wont be able to teach at all but i also know that as long as i try my best the lord will make up the rest. but its still scary.

so i will be here for general conference which is really cool, its so weird iv never been so exited for general conference exeped for getting to where PJ's all day but ive herd so many talks that are so good that the thought of getting so many more is so exiting, its sad the thought of leaving half of my district in tokyo, demo , i also think that i would much rather go out and do this work that fulfill my own desires. 

we as daisenpai sing a song in sacrament we sang "god be with you till we meet again". that song is always so sad.

iv got my travel plans and yaaa i get tio wake up at 3 am so that will be loads of fun. ill send an email with my call time later.

i had a cool experience with our lesson yesterday we have been told that the best lessons much of the time are when the investigator speaks more than us. and that was exactly what happen the spirit was so strong but it also wouldn't let me talk which i didn't realize till after. i was so confused during feeling like "i feel the spirit so strong but i cant remember how to speak nihongo what the heck" any way after the lesson our sensei told me that sometimes the spirit only wants us to watch so that he can teach, and that made me feel better. anyway even though we didn't go over much other than clearing up a single point it felt like one of the best lessons ever.

so as always ill leave you with a message of sorts

we gave the lesson on sunday to our district, on faith

the opposite of faith is fear, much of the time we are afraid to do the things the spirit prompts us to do because we are af of how we will feel what others will think of us or the other things it will take us from. 

do you notice the pattern with all of those. me me me when we decide we don't matter and turn outwards we begin to have true faith. we will never receive a prompting that will hurt us if we fallow it at least not spiritually, we are blessed when we fallow promptings always, don't be concerned about about what others think the only ones who will think badly of you are the ones who's opinions matter the least the only thing that really matters is if we are good in our father in heavens eyes, and there is no thing more important at those moments that those promptings never let fear stop you from fallowing promptings i have before and it never does you good. there is no greater guide than the spirit he knows so much more about a situation than we ever will,l listen to him.if you do this i know you will not be lead astray. iesu kirisut no mina ni yote o akashi simasu, amen.

i love you all so much 

i miss you and am praying for you

till next time, matane

kemp choro